Tuesday, June 5, 2012
I Wish That I Could Still Feel The Pain.
I wish that I (still) could HATE you.
It's not that I really want to hate you.It's just that I feel by hating you,at least,I still have some feeling preserved just for you.
By hating you,I could still feel the pain.And by feeling hurt,I know that somehow I still care.
But I couldn't even hate you now.
And for that I am very afraid.You know,I am fuckingly afraid right now.