Sabarlah,Ingatkan Tuhan.

                     "Sabarlah,ingat Tuhan."

 I used to laugh when people said that to soothe me when I'm in a havoc.

 And I still laugh when people say that to me now.

 Calmly,soothly and humbly,I asked them,

"If I didnt think of Him and am patient enough,where will I be now?
Do you think I'll still be here,writing a superfucking emotional blog?"

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

The Religion's Whore.

 
Lately,it has been shocking me that more and
more people becoming hypocrites.

Well,of course it doesnt shock much if
those hypocrisy doesnt related with religion or whatsoever,because
all of us does become hypocrite sometimes.

But a religion's whore?
This is fuckingly shocking! 

Just imagine,you watched porno videos last night,
you gossiping like bitches the other day
you became a whore for a whole night
and this morning,you wore your islamic purdah(superficial and internally)
and posted somethings
like  "Syukurlah aku diberi kekuatan menghadapi ujianMu" 
atau " Masih menanti bakal imam yang bakal membimbing aku ke jalanMu."

You donate at surau but steal from masjid at the same time?

You pray while doing sins at the same time?

You do shitty and good things at the same time?


Sometimes,I even begin to confuse,

Dear Lord,did you made Demon with Angel's looks?

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

I Love You For A Thousand Years.

I have died everyday
waiting for you.
Darling,dont be afraid.
I've love you 
for a thousand years.
I'll love you 
for a thousand more.

I wont promise you that
I'll love you for a thousand years.

I cant promise you that.
Because if I've stopped loving you,
I cant be with you anymore.
I'll hurt you if I do.

But I promised you that I'll
be by your side as long as
I love you and I'll try hard to
make one day feels like
one thousand years.

Because rather than one thousand or
two thousand years that
we just exist but died in it,
a thousand beautiful days will be more
than enough
if we live in it.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

Homecoming Not.

I'm not afraid of leaving.

I'm just afraid of not coming back.

Because this time...

 I may not be coming back again.

 Because this time,I feel like I'm gonna go astray.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

Of Nora Elena and Aaron Azis.

Ambil kusyen.

Berjalan ke dapur,buat kopi.Bawa roti patsagi (biskut mayat) sikit.

Buat yoga 3 round.Regangkan badan. (Eh,yoga haram ke....?)

Ambil majalah.Selak-selak.

Praktiskan teknik deep breathing bila ada adegan yang memerlukan skrip dilontarkan tanpa henti selama 3 minit.

Renung skrin macam nak telan tv hidup-hidup bila ada adegan romantik yang so lame. Perlukah aku ikut beromantik bersama atau pergi makan meggi Tomyam?Semestinya meggi tomyam yang terbaik!

Belek-belek kuku.

Gigit kuku.

Belek-belek kaki (tapi tak gigit kaki).

Cari pemukul lalat.

Pukul lalat.Sekor,dua,tiga...


 *****************************************


Sila ulang langkah dari atas sampai bawah sehinggalah durasi sejam drama Nora Elena tamat.

Mungkin aku satu-satunya perempuan pelik yang tidak menyukai drama ini dan tidak menggilai Aaron Azis.

Ya,mungkin aku pelik.



P/s:Mungkin drama ini dah lama basi tapi aku baru belajar nak tengok memandangkan ramai wanita histeria bila melihat Aaron Azis.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

The Lucky Unlucky.

A loner may be alone,

but at least she doesnt

have anyone to lose.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

Please Don't Overdo Yourself.

 This is why....

so please dont overdo yourself.(this is a general statement)

It irritates my eyes

and shits on my nerves.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

I Fuckingly Dont Know.

Lately,I realized that I've overused the word "FUCK" in my blog.

Dear God,please forgive me.

Because I FUCKINGLY dont know why I did that.

Maybe because I become more and more fuckingly emotional now.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

I Love It When You Called Me Sayang.

Rather than DARLING,SWEETHEART,BABY,or any fucking-goddamn-other-girlfriends-nicknames,I just love it when you call me SAYANG.


So,please dont bother to ask why couldnt you use other form of nicknames for me.





*Oh,and please dont misunderstood this entry.

I'm not in love.At least for now.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

Please Lie.

Next time,if I'm asking you... whether you love me or not,

PLEASE LIE.

Please lie and say YES.






*If there ever be next time.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

Where Are We Now?

If I were to HATE you
and you were to HATE me,

then what would happen to us?


You promised to LOVE me eventhough you havent see me yet
and I promised to BE YOURS eventhough I didnt know you yet,

didnt we already promised each other that?

If you were to go one way
and I were to go another way,

where are we heading now?





WHERE ARE WE NOW?

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

Love Is Never Ugly.

                Love Is Never Ugly.

So sweet,isnt it?

What?Cant you believe that I'm actually being sweet this time?

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

I Wish That I Could Still Feel The Pain.

I wish that I (still) could HATE you.

It's not that I really want to hate you.It's just that I feel by hating you,at least,I still have some feeling preserved just for you.

By hating you,I could still feel the pain.And by feeling hurt,I know that somehow I still care.

But I couldn't even hate you now.

And for that I am very afraid.You know,I am fuckingly afraid right now.

 

 

 

May Peace Be Upon Us.

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

I'm Not A Robot.

Yes.

I'm a human.

Not a robot.

Although sometimes not fully human,but that doesnt mean that you can call me something so mechanically such as ROBOT.

So please,

next time,dont,NEVER EVER told me that I can't use your service just because you are suspecting that  "I automatically automated some strange behavioral requests...."

For fuck God's sake,GOOGLE,do google yourself sometimes!

Because I had a feeling that you really need it.





 Yes,this entry is just for GOOGLE.
Sorry for wasting your time,good people.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!

Orang Yang Paling Bodoh.

Orang yang paling bodoh bukanlah dia yang tidak tahu mengeja,mengira dan membaca.Bukan juga dia yang selalu melakukan perkara-perkara bodoh.Dan bukan pula dia yang selalu menghabiskan masa memikirkan benda-benda bodoh.

Orang yang paling bodoh adalah dia yang tahu akan kebenaran tapi menidakkannya.Disebabkan dia tidak mahu mengakui hakikat sebenar,maka dia menidakkan kebenaran itu.Lebih bodoh lagi,kalau dia mencipta kebenaran sendiri dan memaksa orang lain menerima kebenaran palsunya.

Contohnya seseorang yang telah berjanji dan kemudian dia mendapat tahu bahawa dia tidak mampu menunaikan janjinya.Namun,dia tidak mahu menerima hakikat itu.Bagi dia,dia akan menunaikan janjinya walau dengan apa cara sekalipun.Dia percaya dia boleh mengotakan janji itu meskipun dia tahu dia tidak boleh.Maka dia mencipta kebenaran palsu-dia boleh dan akan mengotakan janjinya.Kemudian dia memaksa orang yang memegang janji itu supaya percaya akan kebenaran palsu yang diciptanya.

Tapi di akhirnya,dia tidak mengotakan janji itu kerana dari awal dia tahu dia tidak mampu.Dia bukan sahaja memungkiri janji malah melukakan orang yang menunggu janji itu. 

Sungguh bodoh untuk menidakkan kebenaran.Lagi bodoh untuk memaksa orang percaya kebenaran palsu yang dicipta.











May Peace Be Upon Us.

Live,Laugh,Die Emotionally!