Spider-Web.

 "Hey,look,the spider-web above your head looks so fragile and weak.It's just like it's going to break anytime."

I gazed at it.The small and white spider-web that was being caressed by rough wind danced wildly above my head.Yes,it did look like it's going to break anytime.But no matter how rough the wind violated it,the spider-web didnt break.It persistently going to stay there.

Quietly,I smiled to myself as I looked at the person beside me.I asked her in my mind, 

"The spider-web does look fragile and weak,but do you want to know what is more fragile and weaker than that?



It's the bond that we shared."







May Peace Be Upon Us.

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So,Could You Please.

Asking for you to forgive me,I wont do that.

Crying for sympathy,I'm not even qualified to do that.

Asking for your understanding,I wont do that.

Begging for you not to hate me,I cant do that.

Asking for you to love me,I cant do that too.

So,could you please...just let me go?







May Peace Be Upon Us.

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Tiada Apa Yang Perlu Diubah.

 Sebab aku selalu merungut dan mengeluh tentang kehidupan pada masa ini,lantas dia mengajukan satu soalan yang kukira agak berat untuk dijawab.

Katanya, "Kalau kau diberi satu peluang untuk kembali ke masa silam dan mengubah satu peristiwa atau memanipulasi masa,maka yang mana satu yang akan kau ubah?"

Mengubah masa?Menukarkan peristiwa lampau?

Setelah agak lama terdiam,menimbangkan kebarangkalian untuk memberi jawapan yang betul,aku akhirnya menjawab.

"Aku tidak perlukan peluang itu.Peluang untuk kembali ke masa silam dan mengubah sesuatu,aku tidak perlu.Kerana tidak ada satupun yang ingin aku ubah.Dan sekalipun aku mengubahnya,ia tidak akan dapat mengubah masa kini yang aku ada."

Dengan jawapan yang kuberi,dia tersenyum seraya mengangguk kecil.Seakan berpuas hati.

"Tapi..."dia yang sudahpun mahu beredar berpaling semula ke arah aku.

"Tapi,tidak adakah peluang untuk aku mengubah sesuatu di masa kini?"

 "Ah,kau sungguh aneh!Apa yang ingin kau ubah di masa kini?"

 "Aku,kalau diberi peluang,ingin mengubah mentol lampu yang menerangi hidup aku.Cahayanya sudah terlalu malap.Aku tidak bisa membaca dengan tenang atau menulis dengan baik lagi."






May Peace Be Upon Us. 

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The Road Not Taken.

Two road diverged in a yellow wood.

And sorry,she could not travel both.

And be one traveler,long she stood.

And looked down as far as she could.




She shall be telling this with sigh,

Somewhere ages and ages hence,

Two roads diverged in a wood,

She took the less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.




 [Taken from the original poem "The Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost.]

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Jangan Risau Tuhan Masih Sayangkan Kau.

“Jangan risau Tuhan masih sayangkan kau.” 

Sudah berulang ulang kali ayat itu diulang.Sudah naik jelak.Sudah naik jemu dia mendengarnya.Apa yang mereka tidak tahu,dan rasanya tiada siapapun yang tahu,apa yang dia mahu dengar saat itu adalah, 

“Jangan risau,sekalipun Tuhan sudah tidak sayangkan kau,aku masih sayangkan kau.”

May Peace Be Upon Us. 

 

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Wishes.

Hari ini adalah hari lahirnya.Tidak.Dia biasanya tidak menyambut hari lahir.Tiada parti.Tiada kek.Tiada lilin.Yang ada mungkin hanya ucapan tanda ingatan dari sebilangan kecil yang mengetahui.

Di celah-celah cebisan ucapan yang diterima,dia tercari-cari ucapan dari seseorang yang penting.Seseorang yang telah melupuskan dia dari ingatan.

Dia menyelak setiap keping kad,dia membaca dengan tekun setiap mesej ucapan yang diterima dan mendengar dengan teliti setiap patah ucapan yang diucapkan tetapi hampa.

Dari banyak-banyak ucapan itu,tiada satupun ucapan yang datang dari si dia yang ditunggu-tunggu.

Dia tunggu dan terus tunggu.Sampai akhirnya dia sedar yang penantiannya selama ini memang tidak berbaloi.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

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And So,She Gave Up.

Scratching here and there.

Shouting here and there.

Throwing this and that.

Crying here and there.

In the end,she just couldn’t express herself.

No matter how much she keep doing that.

And so,she gave up.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

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Departure.

Whether you hear or not.
Whether you see or not.
Whether you believe or not.

It all doesn’t matter anymore.

Because in the end,you’re also going to leave.

Like everybody else does.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

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She Might Be Not.

If there is

Another way

Another door

Another chance were given,

She might not be doing this.

If all

Her prayers

Her pleads

Her words were heard,

She might not be doing this.

If every single

Of her tears

Of her bloods

Of her pains were seen,

She might not be doing this.

If there’s somebody that really cares.

She might not be doing this.

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

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He Is Just Not Him.

What if he acts just like she wants him to be?

What if he does everything that she hopes him will?

What if he looks like what she’d imagined him to be?

What if he loves her like she hopes him will?

But what if… he is just not him?

If so,could she probably love he just like she loves him?

May Peace Be Upon Us.

 

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